Mar 22, 2008

Fix me, I'm in chaos...

Chaos is a hyperbole term to use in my situation right now but I feel like I'm really in utter confusion. Until now, I'm really confused about what decision to take. What is it about love that most people pursue it even if there's no assurance at the end?

I don't know what to do. Lord help me. Di ko alam anong gagawin ko, bumabalik na naman xa, ginugulo na naman ang isip ko. Ewan ko bah, di ko xur kung love ko pa siya o hindi. Pero ba't pa ba ako nagri-reply sa kanya pag nagti-text siya? Tanga nga siguro ako.

I'm trying to divert my attention sa ibang tao, but shocks!!! Ba't ganun? ba't di o magawa. Ahhhh tanga tanga tanga... Maybe there's something wrong with my Central Nervous System. Or maybe psychotic ako. Dah ngano man gud nag-uyab2 pa. Kung nag-urong na lang jud unta. Wla untay problema.

Diba there's an old folk saying goes na kakambal ng hatred ang love. Bka hate ko siya kc mahal ko pa siya, OR maybe the other way around. Huhuhuhu fix me pls, can somebody lend me your help. Just a piece of advice pls. I'm in chaos.

                            

Jul 17, 2007

Only time will heal...

I know he loves me, but his family is against me. Thay don'e like me, and I don't like them either. Our situation is like "u and me against the world." Now, we don't see each other as often as before bcoz of his family. I know I've made a lot of mistakes out of immatutrity. I did tried my best to shut off my pride, but they just said that I did't deserve their forgiveness. Huh! Ok fine, iinisin ko na lang sila... I just hope that time will heal all this mess, all this chaos.... I know my boyfriend loves me so much... Until now, kinu-contact pa rin niya ako... Magtiis daw muna kami, kasi as soon as makatapos siya ng skol, dito na siya sa akin forever.

They are his family, but sad to say, my bf loves me more than his family... Afterall all, he is the only person in the world that understands and loves me. The only person who really knew me at all.

To all the people na nakaka-relate sa akin, wag tayo patatalo sa family ng mga loveones natin... As long as our loveones show us how much they love us, and sinabi sa inyong ipaglalaban ang relationship ninyo, then go! Fight for it people... don kau mag-surrender if the feeling is not mutual between the two of you. If you feel that hindi kayo mahal nila....

ANO BA ANG PAKI- NG FAMILY???? Hilabtanon ra nah sila dah!!!

Apr 18, 2007

I'm really, really tired........hay.......

Like what I have said, I'm tired..... Really tired of this bullshit and demanding world.... Pressured from studies and demanding people, exhausted by love...wahhh I need peace of mind....!!!!! pissed off!!!! Why there are some people who expects much from me??? Wants to manipulate and ruin my life....

Plus that bullshit bf of mine who's really boring, and shaks!!! lacks COMMON SENSE... Bakit may mga lalaki talaga na PALIKERO pero AYAW NAMANG MAKIPAG-SPLIT SA MGA GF NILA....!!!! MGA WALANG KWENTA !!!!!!

NAMUMURO NA KAYO SA AKIN!!!!

MGA WALANG KWENTA!!!!

GANUN kc bf ko eh... Ayaw makipaghiwalay sa akin, feeling naman niya c Tom Cruise xa.... Shaks...!!!! MUKHANG PENGUIN!!!!!

To all the BOYS na walang Kwenta, FUCK YOU!!!!

ANG PAPANGIT NAMAN NG MGA ORGANS NIYO!!!! WHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KISKIS NIYO KAYA SA PADER PARA MAGMUKHANG KAMATIS!!!!!!!

MGA IDIO!!!!!! MORONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jan 23, 2007

I'm Single Again........

HUHU I'm single na naman... Nag-break na kami ng bf q kagabi... ACTUALLY hindi siya pumayag na mag-split kami kasi daw he still loves me inspite of everything that had happened, and there is no confirmation from him na payag na sya na mag-break kami... Bahala sya, basta for me, wla na talaga kami...Marami ng nangyari and ayaw kong magkasakitan pa kami.... It hurts, that's normal but I have to move on kc life is constantly changing and we must go on with our lives.... Masakit kasi nga minahal ko din xa, kaya lang tapos na me umiyak... Just last night, iyak to death talaga me but with poise... Para kasi kaming "U AND ME AGAINST D WORLD," that is our situation and hindi ko na talaga kaya... Huhuhu yung mga broken hearted lang ang nakakaintindi sa kin sa mga pinagsusulat ko dito...

But for the moment, bye2 na kc may Botany class pa me...

Jul 03, 2005

MYMP LYRICS...Can't get enough of MYMP...

MYMP LYRICS

TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

[CHORUS:]
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

[Chorus]

[Instrumental]

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

[CHORUS]

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

Especially for you 
I wanna let you know what I was 
Going through 
All the time we were apart I thought 
Of you 
You were in my heart 
My love never changed 
I still feel the same 

Especially for you 
I wanna tell you I was feeling that 
Way too 
And if dreams were wings, you 
Know 
I would have flown to you 
To be where you are 
No matter how far 
And now that I’m next to you 

No more dreaming about 
Tomorrow 
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow 
I’ve got to say 
It’s all because of you 

And now were back together, 
Together 
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true 
And all the love I have is 
Especially for you 

Especially for you 
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me 
How I’m certain that our love was 
Meant to be 
You changed my life 
You showed me the way 
And now I’m next to you 

I’ve waited long enough to find you 
I wanna put all the hurt behind you 
And I wanna bring out the love 
Inside you, oh and 
Now were back together, together 
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true 
And all the love I have is 
Especially for you 

You were in my heart 
My love never changed 
And now that I’m next to you 
No more dreaming about 
Tomorrow 
Forget the loneliness and the 
Sorrow 
I’ve got to say 
It’s all because of you 

And Now were back together, together 
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true 
And all the love I have is 
Especially for you 

Together, together 
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true 
And all the love I have is 
Especially for you 
GET ME
You know that you are always in my mind 

In my heart, in my soul 

And everywhere that I can think of 



You know that I will always be just fine 

I’m okay, I’m alright, I am super 

And everything that I can think of 



But not really, and I am sorry 

‘cause you’re not here, lying next 

to me 



so c’mon and get me, get me, get me 

baby I’m yours, c’mon and get me 

you’ll never be lonely, lonely, 

lonely 

so baby c’mon and get me 



You know that I have always dream 

of you 

Only you, in the day, in the night 

Every waking hour of my life 
 


KAILAN
Bakit kaya nangangamba 
Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita 
Sana nama'y magpakilala 


Ilang ulit nang nagkabangga 
Aklat kong dala'y pinulot mo pa 
'Di ka pa rin nagpakilala 


REFRAIN 
Bawat araw sinusundan 
'Di ka naman tumitingin 
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin 


Bakit kaya umiiwas 
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas 
Nais ko lang magpakilala 


Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko 
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo 
Maaari na bang magpakilala 


REFRAIN 
Bawat araw sinusundan 
'Di ka naman tumitingin 
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin  


CHORUS 
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim 
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin 
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin 
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin 


AD LIB 


Bakit kaya umiiwas 
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas 
Nais ko lang magpakilala 


REFRAIN 
Bawat araw sinusundan 
'Di ka naman tumitingin 
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin


CHORUS 
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim 
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin 
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin 
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin

			

May 10, 2005

BI'S PHOTOS....SO CUTE...

BI/RAIN's Pictures.... 

Oh ma God...he's so damn cute.....  I'm suddenly got lost for words to say....

He's very good looking...!!!! Period.

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Apr 26, 2005

"THREE LITTLE BEARS"...ang theme song ng Bayan.....

THREE LITTLE BEARS
TAGALOG VERSION:

May tatlong bear sa loob ng isang bahay

Si Papa Bear, si Mama Bear at si Baby Bear

Si Papa Bear ay malakas

Si Mama Bear ay maganda

Si Baby Bear ay napakaliksi

Tingnan niyo, tingnan niyo

Ang saya nila....

KOREAN VERSION:

Gom semariga han jibe isseo

Appa gom eomma gom agi gom

Appa gom eun ddoongddoong hae

Eomma gom eun narsshin hae

Agi gom en ai gwiyeowo

Eusseuk eusseuk jarhanda



ENGLISH VERSION:


Three bears are at one house,

Father bear, Mother Bear, Baby Bear

Father Bear is fat

Mother bear is slim

Baby bear is cute

lonely lonely, they do well

I think I'm fallin' for "BI RAIN"....

Ow_2 Name: Bi aka Rain
Date of Birth: June 25, 1982
Height: 184 cm
Weight: 74 kg

Information: His real name is Jung Ji Hoon

ABOUT HIM:

Bi is a pupolar Korean pop solo singer. He was born on June 25, 1982, well fortunately my B-date is June 26. He has a very deep and awesome voice and amazing dancing skills. Rain also possessess a great acting appeal. And he is also an awesome dancer. He is a versatile entertainer. But despite of all the success, he's still very down to earth, friendly and he has this shy look that could launch a thousand ships....He's strikingly good looking.

PERSONAL MESSAGE:

I really can't help but to fall for this guy. I love the way he smiles. I like it the way he acts. I love his smile. I love his look. I love his style. I love his character in Full House, the difficulty in expressing what you really feel cos honestly I'm into that situation. Nakaka-relate ako. And also scenes where Ji Eun(Jessie) teases him if he's obviously jealous and then again he uses his defense mechanism by yelling at Ji Eun(Jessie). It's really really cute.

I love his music, though I don't understand Korean still I like the beat of his songs. Especially "It's Raining" and "I Do." I like the beat.

I love also the way he dance, yummy and so so sexy... I like the moves.

Indeed, he's really a born artist. His versatility speaks for it... Imagine, all the talents and impressive characteristics are possessed by Bi Rain...

Now tell me, who among you female species out there who will not going to fall for this guy...

Well, ito lang ang masasabi ko....

AJAH AJAH FIGHTING !!!!!!